Sunset

When I see this photo of the sunset and somewhat of a calm ocean, What comes to mind is after a storm or big waves at the end the storm and ocean calm down.   I remember during 2012-2016 was a season where I hit rock bottom, many storms and waves came that would bring problems one after another. However I kept it all bottled up inside,  going to work was very hard to focus but I had to put on a mask, a fake smile or identity and pretend that everything was good. I didn't know how to handle it or have anyone to go to,  had too much pride to seek help. Some of the many things that happened to me were that I became homeless for a while, had zero funds, and collecting bottles and cans to survive; losing many  things in my life that meant a lot to me. Slowly the storms and waves have lessened, but there will still be times it would return, similar to the photo above the ocean will soon be calm to see a beautiful sunset at my horizon.